I get down on myself a lot for not creating as much writing or art in general that I could. For not expressing myself as much as I think I should because I am very emotional and have a lot to say. But then one day I came to a conclusion: I don't write or anything unless I absolutely feel it, unless something internally or externally cataclysmic happens that a catharsis is needed. I should be doing what I'm doing now, enjoying myself, waiting for that next moment of magic. I always get little thoughts in between my droughts, and I call that magical thinking because those tiny fragments often involve into something bigger, be it in my poetry or my actual music composition. So I like having these dry times, it's during these that I can make great art. It takes actual time to do it anyway, so what the hell. So yeah, I think that's all I have to say. This is me just justifying it to tell myself later, "it's cool. Let it happen when it happens."