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I'm afraid, that I may not be able to see you again

I'm afraid, that I have lost myself in you

It's my fear, holding me, back again.

Live with me, live through me, learn to breathe in the day

Loving me, Having me, Beckoned from the outside in

You have me wrapped around your finger

Loving you, Dreaming through, snatching what is left of my innocence.

I can feel, my pulse pound, in my fragile chest when I touch your back

I can feel, this sugar, reach into your voice

Is this real? Have you bewitched me?

Ripping out my heart, don't break my trust, I hope I heal.

Live with me, live through me, learn to breathe in the day

Loving me, Having me, Beckoned from the outside in

You have me wrapped around your finger

In this doorway, worship your presence as a god, I linger.

When can I pour my poison onto you?

Make my heartache fade away. This passion, your spell

I can't undo. Can you stay forever, can I stay?

You write my tears are as black as onyx, I wonder why.

I'd crave to hold you high, never hurt you, never fade away.

I'm afraid, I can never tell you that I love you

I'm afraid, but euphoric, that somehow you love me too.
©2008-2009 ~nightmarehymn
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Yeah, when Mondays go bad, I think about that special someone. Euphoria, perfectness, what more could I ask for? How much more damage could they do to me? Some people say I'm all about the sorrow, I am the epitome of sorrow or something, when I think of them, I'm reminded otherwise. It's getting to the point where if all I had was this person, the memory of this person,I could make it through the day, it wouldn't even matter. This is euphoria, this is felicity. I am being happy. I'm all light and bouant with it, I mean, I feel great. I'm afraid to be vulnerable, to be weak, to open up everything and tell this person I love them, I crave them, cause if I do they might not return my love, they might destroy me, but thats what love is, giving someone the power to destroy you. I'm happy that, even thoguh, they are "everybody's friend". I have a special bond with this person, no one can break.

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wow i can honestly say,this one has got to be my favorite because it's so true,yeah you do need that feeling for someone that truely is love i mean yeah i only 14 so im not the best person to say this but this is exactly how i felt atthe beginning of my relationship,that acually is no more.
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i feel like that all the time. I personally have a hard time with trusting guys or liking guys because everytime i start trusting a guy they let me down it never fails my father,the person i looked at as a dad,my brother emotionally he did but he still around. So my thing is the perfect guy for me is what i imagine but no one like that exists in real life only in my mind

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