Well, I feel kinda guilty for writing this piece. I don't write or work unless I absolutely have to, and this time, although I did feel like I felt a charge at first, maybe I should have stopped writing? I don't know. I have mixed feelings when I write and force it kinda, and this time, to be honest, I did feel like I was forcing it and lost it a little bit. It's way more literal than anything before. I like the metaphors in my writing, this has some, but not as many as I would like, but what can you do?

Just goes to show you who your real friends are. When you want them to succeed in life, when you push them to go forward with something and not fester in their rooms and wilt away...you come to find out they don't want that push, they want you to leave them alone and if you don't they will hurt you. Bad. So, you learn to say sorry. Not sorry for caring for them or looking out for their best interest, but sorry for getting involved when they didn't want you to care about them in the first place. That's not a real friend though, so you weigh the odds and the odds go in your favor. Leave people who want to be left alone, alone. You work so hard to build this trust, this friendship, but then you come to realize they were probably only being your friend to get something out of you. You become their "charity case" and "pity bag" whenever you need something from them. Then when you want them to do well, even though it's not any of your concern, you begin treating them like a charity case, which is probably pushing them away. Moral of the story, you can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped. In the end, it leaves you both with a chasm, you're empty because they took so much out of you and you lost that kindness and warmth that you spent on them and they are empty because...well they have always been empty, when you came along they fed off you, when you found out, you stopped it and they are just gonna have to go hungry.

Oh! I also made a piano score to this, you guys should check out noteflight.com and if you ever wanna hear the completed version (I'll be finished soon, but the beginning and middle sound cool, it's in D major), just tell me, I'll link ya!