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You wonder why I soothe the rhythm of my heartbeat

You wonder why I pick up sticks and stones

The names you call me, they seep into my sleep

So I can cease to mend my bare and broken bones.

I know I don't belong here, I'm a stranger to my skin

Living in a dead boy, who thinks that his life's made out of sin.

Whatever. Whatever. Whatever. Whatever may come my way.

They say to shed my paper tears, at night when no one's around to hear

They say I'm distant and I'm cold, they don't know that my soul is old.

I don't belong here in this time, ambivalent, caught in the tide

They tell me to fit in my skin I say, "I can't, I'm an anachronism".

Darling, love me in my darker hours

As I fall to place in the undertow

Arpeggiated heartbeats turn me sour

Even though you aren't holding me back, I've got nowhere to go.

I know you do not love me, you think I cannot hear

Of all the lies you scream at me, as you're swallowed by your fear.

Whatever. Whatever. Whatever. Whatever may come my way!

They say to shed my paper tears, at night when no one's around to hear

They say I'm distant and I'm cold, they don't know that my soul is old.

I don't belong here in this time, ambivalent, caught in the tide

They tell me to fit in my skin I say, "I won't, I'm an anachronism".

Whatever. Whatever. Whatever.
:iconnightmarehymn:

Author's Comments

Ok, so my writer's block is half-way gone. I'm stuck on this one piece that is still in my journal but it's a good thing (the old me would not have said that). I made a melody for it and everything, so it got a lot out of me. It's so cool. All my life, as with many others, I NEVER felt like a fit in, I always thought it was a bad thing. Be it for the way I look, the way I dress, the way I act, the way I speak, the way I sleep...ANYTHING. I used t get down on myself for the longest time, but only until recently, until all of this mature crap called life was thrown at me, did I realize...that's cool, and that's the way it's always gonna be, and I can't fix that.

I labeled myself (oh my!) an anachronism. I don't fit in because maybe I don't belong to this time period, maybe I'm just different because that's the way it is supposed to be. It's a hopeful one, and I like it. Maybe I'm not "normal" (as if I would want to be) because of a mix up on where and when I was supposed to be born or something. I'm an anachronism, the epitome of being different and out of place.

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:icondarkemoprincess:
:iconbravoplz:
That was really good!

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~Avalon~:heart:
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:iconnightmarehymn:
thank you!

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"I realize what I am now too smart to mention...."

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:icondarkemoprincess:
You are truly welcomed

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Very nice work, and I see that your page is being attacked by spam?
This whole thing fucking sucks, dont succumb to the links!

:+fav:

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Look out Emma it's a Krazy Krazy Krogan!
:iconnightmarehymn:
yay! Wait, I've been off for a while, my page is being attacked? I don't understand, explainy, please!

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"I realize what I am now too smart to mention...."

:frail:
:iconnot-undead-fundead:
i just saw one of them on your page. They are these comments that say something along the lines of "someone has written about you in a blog" and then a link, basically if you click the link a virus takes over your DA account and uses it to send more spam. I am not sure if you lose the account entirely, but it is bad.
Anyway, I saw one on your page and then a bunch of hidden comments so I just assumed. If you dont click the links then you should be fine.

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Look out Emma it's a Krazy Krazy Krogan!
:iconnightmarehymn:
Thanks Gareth! You're a good friend, I reported it as spam right away. Though I may be kinda dead, I do plan a ressurection, that would have swiped me clear! Thanks so much! :hug:

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"I realize what I am now too smart to mention...."

:frail:
:iconnot-undead-fundead:
No problem Tyler, mate I know you would do it for me. :D
We have to look out for eachother in this brutal community :hug:
Glad to be of help.

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Look out Emma it's a Krazy Krazy Krogan!

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